the gal;
alvina
xiao xuan
291287
17 going 18
nyp


interests;
sleeping
basketballing
sports
rollar blading


loves;
sleeping
singing
stars
beaches
my diaries
my room


dislikes;
liars
backstabbers
smokers
arrogant ppls
guys who hit gals
crowds


wishes;
happiness
love
peace
my own fairytale


profile;
updated: oct2005

well, since i changed the whole layout of this blog, i might as well update all the information here. yeahh. the last time i updated tis profile is one year backk. time flies. its alrd 2005. basically wad im gonna write here is how i view myself. my opinions. andd i noe different ppl have different point of views. therefore, wad u tink of me might not be wad i tink of myself. any comments welcome. deres no right or wrong cause im also discovering my own personality, character each and every dayy of my life. cheers.

throughout my 17plus years, i've learnt alot. during those younger days, i used to have that mentality dat i've grown up. im matured and not dat childish anymore. come to think abt it, quite silly. cause no one can ever stop growing. ever minute every moment of our life we're going through different phrases. the process of growing, dats wad its all abt aint it? andd no matter how matured one can be, dere's always a tiny bitsy of childishness borned in us. i guess i do have my own side of childishness at times too.

most of the times im a chatterbox. gossiping, crapping, laming ard. yet dere's also times where i preferred quiet moments by myself. always the happy-go-lucky gal in ppl's mindset. laughing like nobody's business. acts like a crazyy idiot when having fun. but, when serious, im real SERIOUS. yeahh. andd im quite an observant too. call it kayypoh or wad. its in me. hahaa. im quite a direct person when it comes to dealing wid certain matters.

a gal who keeps almost everyting to herself. dont know whyy but it seems difficult for me to bare my heart out to anyone. maybe its because im scaredd, because i thot other people wouldnt be interested, or its just because i dont wana bother people wid my stuffs. any one factor would contribute to my so-not-trusting behavior towards others. even if i trusted, any lies might take the trust awayy very easilyy. andd trust once lost, might never even be regained again. its hard to trust one who've lied to you, who've hurted you.

seldom hate people. the most is dislike onlyy. yet in those cases wher i really do hate, i dun do those hurting stuffs like spreading rumors or wadever shitt abt the person. cause to me, hate is totally ignoring the person. its just like the person nv came into my life. at all.

relationship wise, dont really have any experience. a very very sensitive gal. thinks alot. sometimes wayy too much. fairytales are made-beliefs. yet, i chose to believe in fairytales. one dayy, my fairytale will come..



   

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Friday, September 30, 2005
once again.

im backkk to blogdrive! hahas. after 1 yr and so many dayys im backk! its like finallyy?! hahas.

the stupid blogspot of mine got probs. i just cant blog lahh. dont know whyy either. sighs. tink onlyy mine gt probs bahh. so many of my frens use blogspot andd yet i didnt hear them complain. >.<

anywayy, dats not the point.

i've got a job! VERY VERY temp job. 3 dayys onlyy. temp enuff?! hahaha! yeahh. its gonna be at suntec. 12oct - 14oct. i reckon dat it'll be fun. since i've got 2 big time lamers ard working wid me. hippo and yuxian!! *LOL*

these few dayys been slacking alot at home. everyday its like tv-ing, eating, sleeping for me. real slacked life. hahas. maybe i sld get my arse outta my house to do some exercising. im just too lazyy. wayy too lazyy.

and i'll start complaining if i get FAT. reaction of a typical GIRL. HA!

my throat hurts like hell. for no reasons. -.-" i gotta see the doc to find out the cause man. its killing me. sighss..

hmmm. i wonder if anyone ever views this blog anymore. maybe people does in the past. but now, i dont think so. since i got myself another blog on blogspot. hahas. anyway, its okayy! heh hehss.

cause im blogging for my own sake. i've got a badd memoryy. therefore the need to pen down wads happening. so, in the future, i can look backk and reminisce.

kays. i guess i really BADLY needs slp. lacking of sleep will make me madd! *LOL* im soo piggo. nitez world.

Posted at 9/30/2005 11:27:56 pm by imperfect
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
gdbye my blog

hmm.. im gona close down tis blog of mine.. change to another blog.. anyway.. thanx for viewing ppl.. hee.. ^^

Posted at 8/24/2004 8:33:30 pm by imperfect
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
defination of my name..

^alvina^ wise friend. Friend of the elves. Feminine form of Alvin: From the Old English Aetheiwine, and also Aefwine, both meaning: noble friend. Various forms of Alvin in use after the Norman Conquest became surnames, and also first names.

Name:
Alvina
Origin: Teutonic
Meaning: Beloved by all

alvina [English] > Noble



Posted at 8/22/2004 11:50:05 pm by imperfect
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
java shuacks.. long long dae..

well.. went to skool todae for the java test.. when i first saw the paper.. kinda shocked yeas.. cuz i duno hw to do lor.. i was dumb-founded.. duno wat to do at all.. damn sad when the time is up.. tink wil flunk the test ar.. sighz.. b4 the time is up.. chi chiang sitting beside me ma.. den he hor.. reali li hai lor!! kaoz.. finish way b4 the time.. den sit dere wid folded arms.. looking ard.. damnit~ stressed me further onli.. summore john lim kip walking ard oso.. -.-" y cant he go other klass.. lol..

anyway.. after the test.. me, xian, denys, junwei n weiqiang went orchard.. SHOPPING~~ lolx.. no mood stil mus shop.. sianz.. we shop v.v long ar.. after we taken lunch at orchard.. we seperated to 2 groups lo.. guys go shop for their stuffs.. while me n xian went ourselves.. saw keying at far east.. her mood abit weird when i saw her.. den i knew sumting was wrong lo.. haiz.. she say shes okiez.. i hope so.. she's always hiding her stuffs la.. ever since we seperated to different courses.. she drifted.. tink kept alot of stuffs to herself.. y lyk tat.. hmm.. me n xian cant find any suitable formal wear.. *haiz

after shopping for abt 5 hrs.. OMG~~ so long lor.. imagine our legss.. darn tired! we shopped from abt 12plus to 5plus.. yupp.. met the guys n went hm.. went hm.. change liaoz.. go out again.. mit irene they all for bballing ma.. at punggol cc.. yeaps.. lol.. so tired liaoz stil go for bballing.. i reali deserve it.. bballing at punggol cc was so-so nia.. nt reali fun.. they all say nt as fun as in the past le.. i agree.. duno y lor.. abt 10pm.. we went hougang mall kfc.. ate le den headed hm.. long long dae todae.. im dead beat~~

[irene said tat ever since me n hippo went poly.. we lyk drifted away le.. met less.. den she say she oso busy wid her cuming o levels.. tats why.. haiz.. i tink soo too.. den she toe me tat we mus make it a pt to at least mit once a week.. yupp!! sureee.. love to do soo.. we'll stil b the same close as eva rite irene..? hehes.. irene bz bz le.. nowadays nv online.. nv blog.. anyway.. wish her all the best for her cuming o's.. she can do it de!! yeaps.. i hv faith in her.. =)

Posted at 8/21/2004 11:59:24 pm by imperfect
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Friday, August 20, 2004
thanx for printin a copy for mee..

dun treat me soo gd.. im nt worth it

Posted at 8/20/2004 8:06:56 pm by imperfect
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
flu

duno y down wid tis flu tis morn.. kaozz.. reali sian.. during lect kip using tissues.. after lect continue using tissues.. omg~ den the first lect was lyk sooo boring manx.. reali feel lyk my eyelids falling on me le.. CMI.. bt den.. i stil survived the lect.. without closing my eyelids.. wahaHaz.. gdgd.. go fj eat.. saw alotzz of ppl i noe.. lolx.. ya.. saw ian at the stall where we brought our food.. den saw darren.. EX-deyian.. i saw him.. den he look at me wid tat *confused* look.. LOL.. den we tok tok lo.. he say tat he almost couldnt recognised me.. haha.. say i change alotz.. gt meh..? lol.. mayb he too long nv c me le ba.. tats y lyk tat say.. yupp.. den i saw lianxin sista.. wah~ nv c her in skool b4.. finally mit her liaoz.. great.. heez.. after finish eating saw lianming oso.. he wearing formal wear wor.. itss nice! yeaps.. no lying.. during the biz comm.. the tutor say wan let us trial run de speech tingy.. the ica2.. i nv prepare lorx.. omg okiez.. den lucky i b4 the biz comm gt go lab do abit of research.. ya.. den accordin to register.. i was one of those behind de.. kinda nervous when i go out.. bt xian say i did great.. lol.. hapie wor.. one darn sway tingy is tat.. next week the ica2 hor.. im the first to present! the first one lor.. tell me ppl.. m i reali tat sway?! we draw lots.. n to tink i draw the first.. ohh godd.. help me pls.. i wil b darn nervouss~ my frens lyk my conclusion for the 3unusual phobias.. personally i tink it alot too.. *heez* i tink myself de wor.. i love it~~

Posted at 8/19/2004 11:40:27 pm by imperfect
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
thankew

lolx.. jus finish doin my accounting.. actually wana slp early todae de.. bt den! haha.. i do the accounts til too engrossesd le.. stil cant get it balance.. =x nvm..tmr go check wid frens.. saw the email ian sent me.. yupp.. wana thanx him.. im alrite~ =) dun worry.. *heez* n opps.. almost forgt to thanx ya for the "tips" tat u gave in ya blog oso.. haha.. tHaNkEw lotsSs wor~~

Posted at 8/18/2004 12:05:39 am by imperfect
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
disappointing klassmates

todae.. everyting was sooo fine lor.. until after the lesson ar.. i darn pissed off wid my klassmates.. haiz.. they r lyk heck care de lo.. no one actually cared abt fang ming prezzy.. OMG.. sux la..  no one wanted to go buy the prezzy.. i din wana go todae.. cuz reali tired.. summore xian nt free to go wid me oso.. sooo we toe denys to get the klass bois to go wid him.. n it was lyk wth..? no one wana get the prezzy.. NO ONE.. denys ask them go.. all say tired tired.. dun wana go.. denys say if no one accompany him go he dun wana go buy oso.. n in the end.. i went wid him.. im oso tired lor.. as if im nt tired lyk tat.. for the sake of the prezzy i went okiez..! im soo pissed~ tel me why im the one doin all these stuffs? yest went at the expense of studies liaoz.. todae went at the expense of my slp.. im soo disappointed wid tis klass frankly speaking.. sigh.. i dun wana do all these stuffs again.. im tired le.. reali tired..

well.. for todae de marketing test.. i tink it was alrite de lo.. IF i hv studied.. sighz.. yest study abit nia.. cuz im reali so so tired.. went to slp at 1plus.. so sad ar.. jus hope i'll pass.. *d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t.i.n.g*

Posted at 8/17/2004 6:52:56 pm by imperfect
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Monday, August 16, 2004
pissed me off.. i gif u shiet~

sianzz.. jus came back from north pt.. went to get prezzy for fang ming lo.. bt we made a wasted trip dere again.. AGAIN~ haiz.. im soo sianz liaoz lor.. always go get prezzy bt failed.. summore its always me n xian goin to buy the present.. ME N HER! omg.. kinda pissed off yeas.. sighz.. bt forget it ba.. its for the sake of fang ming.. at the expense of our studies..  ~-.-~  tmr gt marketing test ar.. sureee die.. sad.. tonite mus study till wee nite.. study study!! hope i wun fall aslp again.. if reali fall aslp den i cham.. haiz.. jus nw evenin ben msg me again.. kaoz.. he ask me go watch movies wid him.. i say canot.. i mus study.. den he say wed? i say canot again.. cuz nid to study..  haiz.. he kip saying soo hard to get me out.. say i canot kip studying de.. made me fed up.. den he msg me.. "cal u tonite.." OMG~ sounds lyk its a mus to tok to him huh? wth.. i say dun wan.. i wana study.. haiz.. he toe i canot b i studyin de whole day rite.. say cal me ard 10+.. wth~ im reali reali v.v pissed off.. its my biz tat i wana study.. its nt COMPULSORY for me to tok to him lor.. i do wat i wan lo.. kaozz.. tok to him my foot la.. im soo pek chek wid him.. hw cum he lyk tat de.. sighz.. study.. i wana study.. tink wil slp very latee tonite.. sianz.. ciaoz~

Posted at 8/16/2004 9:40:37 pm by imperfect
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
always late

todae met shi min.. latee again.. lolx.. paiseh wor.. im always latee.. ^_^ hmm.. we went orchard.. walk walk tok tok.. jenny met us at ard 4pm lyk tat lo.. we went for movies at cineleisure.. watched "the notebook".. well.. its reali touching~ omg.. love story.. wid a hapie hapie ending.. yupp.. nicee.. after watching the movie.. we walked from cine to ps.. den walked to city hall.. haHaz.. almost lost.. cuzz i dun hv sense of directions de.. bt den.. lucky i hv shimin n jenny wid me.. hehez.. reached city hall we go esplanade.. sit by the lil river or wadever it is.. lol.. we walked further down n watched the fireworks competition tingy.. no frieworks todae.. no starss todae.. cuz the sky isnt clear at all.. sianzz.. bt den nvm la.. gt breeze.. nice breeze.. we sat down dere n chat lo.. dere gt sum kinda concert tingy.. i saw *zhang jing xuan* wow.. hes shuai lor.. haha.. sing the ::duan dian:: n ::my way:: sooo nicee.. phew wit~~ hmm.. dats todae ba.. boring huh? lol.. nvm..

Posted at 8/14/2004 11:14:04 pm by imperfect
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