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the gal;
alvina
xiao xuan
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17 going 18
nyp
interests;
sleeping
basketballing
sports
rollar blading
loves;
sleeping
singing
stars
beaches
my diaries
my room
dislikes;
liars
backstabbers
smokers
arrogant ppls
guys who hit gals
crowds
wishes;
happiness
love
peace
my own fairytale
profile;
updated: oct2005
well, since i changed the whole layout of this blog, i might as well update all the information here. yeahh. the last time i updated tis profile is one year backk. time flies. its alrd 2005. basically wad im gonna write here is how i view myself. my opinions. andd i noe different ppl have different point of views. therefore, wad u tink of me might not be wad i tink of myself. any comments welcome. deres no right or wrong cause im also discovering my own personality, character each and every dayy of my life. cheers.
throughout my 17plus years, i've learnt alot. during those younger days, i used to have that mentality dat i've grown up. im matured and not dat childish anymore. come to think abt it, quite silly. cause no one can ever stop growing. ever minute every moment of our life we're going through different phrases. the process of growing, dats wad its all abt aint it? andd no matter how matured one can be, dere's always a tiny bitsy of childishness borned in us. i guess i do have my own side of childishness at times too.
most of the times im a chatterbox. gossiping, crapping, laming ard. yet dere's also times where i preferred quiet moments by myself. always the happy-go-lucky gal in ppl's mindset. laughing like nobody's business. acts like a crazyy idiot when having fun. but, when serious, im real SERIOUS. yeahh. andd im quite an observant too. call it kayypoh or wad. its in me. hahaa. im quite a direct person when it comes to dealing wid certain matters.
a gal who keeps almost everyting to herself. dont know whyy but it seems difficult for me to bare my heart out to anyone. maybe its because im scaredd, because i thot other people wouldnt be interested, or its just because i dont wana bother people wid my stuffs. any one factor would contribute to my so-not-trusting behavior towards others. even if i trusted, any lies might take the trust awayy very easilyy. andd trust once lost, might never even be regained again. its hard to trust one who've lied to you, who've hurted you.
seldom hate people. the most is dislike onlyy. yet in those cases wher i really do hate, i dun do those hurting stuffs like spreading rumors or wadever shitt abt the person. cause to me, hate is totally ignoring the person. its just like the person nv came into my life. at all.
relationship wise, dont really have any experience. a very very sensitive gal. thinks alot. sometimes wayy too much. fairytales are made-beliefs. yet, i chose to believe in fairytales. one dayy, my fairytale will come..
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
java shuacks.. long long dae..
well.. went to skool todae for the java test.. when i first saw the paper.. kinda shocked yeas.. cuz i duno hw to do lor.. i was dumb-founded.. duno wat to do at all.. damn sad when the time is up.. tink wil flunk the test ar.. sighz.. b4 the time is up.. chi chiang sitting beside me ma.. den he hor.. reali li hai lor!! kaoz.. finish way b4 the time.. den sit dere wid folded arms.. looking ard.. damnit~ stressed me further onli.. summore john lim kip walking ard oso.. -.-" y cant he go other klass.. lol..
anyway.. after the test.. me, xian, denys, junwei n weiqiang went orchard.. SHOPPING~~ lolx.. no mood stil mus shop.. sianz.. we shop v.v long ar.. after we taken lunch at orchard.. we seperated to 2 groups lo.. guys go shop for their stuffs.. while me n xian went ourselves.. saw keying at far east.. her mood abit weird when i saw her.. den i knew sumting was wrong lo.. haiz.. she say shes okiez.. i hope so.. she's always hiding her stuffs la.. ever since we seperated to different courses.. she drifted.. tink kept alot of stuffs to herself.. y lyk tat.. hmm.. me n xian cant find any suitable formal wear.. *haiz
after shopping for abt 5 hrs.. OMG~~ so long lor.. imagine our legss.. darn tired! we shopped from abt 12plus to 5plus.. yupp.. met the guys n went hm.. went hm.. change liaoz.. go out again.. mit irene they all for bballing ma.. at punggol cc.. yeaps.. lol.. so tired liaoz stil go for bballing.. i reali deserve it.. bballing at punggol cc was so-so nia.. nt reali fun.. they all say nt as fun as in the past le.. i agree.. duno y lor.. abt 10pm.. we went hougang mall kfc.. ate le den headed hm.. long long dae todae.. im dead beat~~
[irene said tat ever since me n hippo went poly.. we lyk drifted away le.. met less.. den she say she oso busy wid her cuming o levels.. tats why.. haiz.. i tink soo too.. den she toe me tat we mus make it a pt to at least mit once a week.. yupp!! sureee.. love to do soo.. we'll stil b the same close as eva rite irene..? hehes.. irene bz bz le.. nowadays nv online.. nv blog.. anyway.. wish her all the best for her cuming o's.. she can do it de!! yeaps.. i hv faith in her.. =)
Posted at 8/21/2004 11:59:24 pm by imperfect
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